One of the first things my Light Being friends asked of me when I was literally pushed to come out of my cave of shyness and enter the public stage, was to share my personal stories so that others may feel validated by their own or maybe they would just feel as if maybe they weren’t so crazy after all … they also said that others needed to know what is possible for all of us once we hit the right frequency as we all receive what we need when we are ready as we know …
Is our world being prepared for purer communication with advanced civilizations? Many feel yes and so this is another reason we are guided to share our letters here!
We are in a time of merging with much higher matrices of awareness as the Matrix of the Unified realms and the Shambhala matrix both answer our heart-felt prayers!
Hope you enjoy!
Letter to Sananda
They say you are the Christed One, and it felt so when you came yet I never asked the truth, the origin of your name. How could I? When every cell of my being responded with such joy for, I knew who you were the instant you beamed in …
Your voice was strong that sunny day in 1992, when I stood in my garden and watered my plants completely unaware of where I was, deep in thought and uncertainty.
“Beware of false humility,” you said, as I doubted the truth of what lay before me, a path so obscure, so unknown that I felt so unworthy to tread.
Who was I after all?
My human self was then so strong as I struggled in my life, surrendering control yet once again, wrenching myself away from the strength of my ceaselessly chattering mind whose logic blocked the path of trust that the pure hearted must follow.
Your voice continued on so strong and clear, I felt you then embracing me in arms of love …
“False humility stops so many from taking the path that is there,” you said again.
You were right of course, you always are … for we live in a world that encourages all to see what is wrong in life rather than what is right and so we judge ourselves so harshly forgetting we are children of light, cosmic travellers born from Source to travel as rays of light and waves of love throughout the scope of creation.
We came to Earth.
We forgot who we are.
We played the game of amnesia allowing the separation that this brings to empty our hearts of true joy until all we feel is lost.
I did not feel lost at that time just unsure of how to go on and if what I saw opening up before me was the right path for me to tread.
It was a risk.
Life often is it seems.
The risk we take to grow again, to step back into the unknown, guided by that small voice within that is often overshadowed by the voice of reason and logic.
But left-brain dominance never delivers either a balanced or a happy world.
That day, your voice was stronger still, stronger than the voice of doubt within me.
Thank you for this.
I was trapped in such limitation then, thinking that maybe one day I would deserve such things, to come into a state of Oneness with my own enlightened soul.
Could I dare to dream that maybe this could occur in this life here and now?
No, I wrestled with myself, that cannot be, I am too unworthy, was my usual decree.
And so, you came in that day like a shining light yet also stern and clear, “Beware of false humility for it halts so many who seek to walk the path …”
And with your words I felt myself embraced by you, set free.
I surrendered then, yet again, with faith I took the step required that sees me here this day, with a heart so full of gratitude as it was you who took me into the ‘yes’ of the journey of Source feeding …
Of all my Beloveds, perhaps you have served me best.
I no longer call you Sananda; to me you are the Christed One, known by the purity of your endless love, my dearest, dearest guide.
I remember the night that I became your bride … when disappointed with romantic love, I lay on my bed and cried. I know now that my expectations had always been too high, that the type of love I longed for I could only find within, in marriage so divine.
Again, I sensed your vast presence hovering over me as I lay upon the bed.
I felt you scoop me up into your loving arms and in that moment, we were wed.
I will always be the bride of Christ where true love is my bed.
And in that moment, you set me free; able to love again, human heart to human heart but with a heart so free for pure love had been found.
You told me once, in the silent stillness where we meet, that to be Christed is to know the purity of love, to be one again with that Source of all creation. This has become my truth.
Through you I have found the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth.
Through you, I have seen this world through your eyes and no face could I love more.